Turning 30
In less than 4 months, I'll be turning 30. It's the only thing I think about these days. And I think about it with mixed feelings. More sad feelings than happy ones. I always thought I'd have achieved so much more before turning 30... But I guess I made too many wrong turns. Too many. And now, I'm here and I want to cover all the ground in 3 months. How is that even possible? My husband thinks I'm over-thinking this issue. But I'm thinking "What do men know? They never worry about anything until it is about to take their lives." Honestly, I'm trying to stay positive, speak God's words over my life, not compare myself to other people...but it doesn't seem to be working much. Well, if I keep going at this rate, I might turn 40 and still not achieve anything. So, I'll start now. With facing my fear of failure. And try things out one after the other and hopefully achieve one at a time...I will TRRRY to not look over my shoulders to ...